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Name: Rachel
Birthday: 3/6/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: My interests are, being hyper, laughing, singing, music, art, drawing, cooking all sorts of food, going out with friends, soccer,thinking about things, i luv photography,i LUV movies, and gossip about celebrities, i like to meet new people, and I'm up for challenges (i think, haha)
Expertise: My expertise...this is hard. haha, ughh. Cooking, making funny faces (altho ive seen better :p ) drawing, and people say im good at giving advice...but all i know for sure is, i love to talk to people!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Member Since:
1/23/2004
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| March 11th.
6months
 
Hey everyone.
[[these are some pics we took at the arcade.]]
my life, so far...is alright, good, sometimes crazy. last week was
actually a hectic week, since i was totally off the sleeping schedule,
and it'd be kinda all over the place.
hopefully today [sunday] i will get all my junk hwk out of the way [i have so much, too.] and, have a good start of the week.
i had a great birthday on march 6.
i must admit, its been really interesting feeling 17, and having
classmates that are 16, or even getting excited about being 16 (yeah
our grade in SDHS is a whole mixture) and having a good friend thats
gonna turn 21, and having a bf who's still 16.
17, so far is treating me well. in a way i feel different tho, i must
admit. like, 16 was so "young" and "free" to an extent, with not much
to think about, etc. but now, 17, there'll be college planning, and
this will be kinda the last year of my childhood.
do all you 17 year olds feel that way, too? or is it just me. lol, be honest now. 
oh! and i recommend you all to look back at your very first xanga posts. it is amazingly weird to look at them, because when i look at mine, i sound like this:
"HI GUYS! omg omg, today i went shopping and i bought such a cute
earring!! its so cute, im really happy right now. haha [blush blush]"
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wow.
what an excited, overwhelmingly hyper kid i was. haha and this was only like, what...2 and a half ish years ago? amazing.
i guess you could say after turning 17 ive been looking through old
photographs, looking on journals...kinda reflecting back on my life.
some really strike me with tears, but some also give me memories of all the fun fun moments.
even if i am 17, and even when i'm 50,60,70 i just want to keep my
immature, goofy side with me, cos thats something everyone should
cherish and keep of themselves. its all a part of us, and i hate it
when society makes us believe that because we're "adults" we have to be
all dressed in proper clothing, good hygeine, good manners, polite,
organized...blah. fuck that. haha, i mean ofcourse those are all
important factors and shit, but like...we can be silly and have fun
even when we're adults! however old we may be. and sure we will have
our serious moments, but as well as our goofy moments.
i think when i see the adults living in america, i can see it that they
lost that part of themselves, since ...i dont know why, but its kinda
sad. but there are those adults who also keep it forever too, like my
grandma. she's so goofy and immature at times (she's real fun) but
she's what...59 now? haha she's like my role model, you can say.
anyways, i don't know how i got into that blob about adults and stuff
but just turning 17 makes things trigger and started to make me think...
: ]
its kinda sad how xanga is like, going extinct. i swear, when i get those xanga subjscription digest there's only like four peoples' post (at the most) on there!
well ill leave you guys alone for now. heh. 
jyane,
Rach
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| Hey everyone,
here's a little something I just wanted to share...it's a little something i wrote for Tom.
My Prayers
I never knew that love could be so challenging.
I never knew that love could bring me tears.
This may sound cheesy
and I'm sorry
But, I never knew what love meant until I met you.
Driving down the road
Listening to love songs on the radio
I smile a little,
Because I understood the meaning of those love songs
I remember those nights when Id pray
believing it was hopeless and useless
but id still pray anyways
for someone
for a true one
to come and find me.
You are the star of many, many prayers.
But out of those many
you are the answer to my prayers.
Sure, things may be difficult.
Sure, things can be hard and challenging.
But for me, there's you.
and I want you to know that you have me too.
come what may
i'd like to say
or maybe i'd pray
to survive the day
let's work through it together
we are imperfect beings crazy for eachother
but our love for eachother makes us
perfect for eachother.
The words you say to me,
"aishiteru"
never before sounded so beautiful
as it can be.
-Rachel Yayoi Satoh
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| Meditaion on LOVE.
Feb. 25th, 2006.
Love
must be learned, and learned again and again; there is no end to it.
Hate needs no instruction, but only waits to be provoked.
--Katherine Anne Porter
"We
often enter into our relationships believing there is one perfect way
to act, and if we can only find that way, we'll be successful,
accepted. But there is no such thing as one best way to be with another
person. The wonder of any relationship is that it involves two
imperfect people.
Believing that perfection will
ensure love is addictive thinking. Love is a gift that must be given
freely, there is nothing we can do to control someone else's choice to
love us or not love us. All we can do is our part by learning each day
to love as best we can. It may be difficult to find within ourselves
such qualities as emotional maturity, separateness, honesty,
forgiveness, patience and self respect. But those are the very
qualities we must cultivate to love someone else.
It can be frightening to trust another person enough to take risks and let go of the outcome. but love is a risk that's worth it."
 nice.
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| Alright, alright.
WHO'S GONNA
BE IN JAPAN
THIS SUMMER
06'!?
...i'm coming to town.
i cannot effing wait.
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| OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am currently very fucking happy.
and u know what, that is totally gramatically incorrect, but i seriously don't care.
David just fixed my computer for me, so now its soooo fast, and im totally loving it.
omygod...xD chou happy.
im also transfering to san diego high from monday and im going to start
a new semester there. i feel all set, now with my computer, just
yeah...
now all i need is to go to the doctor, take care of my skin problems (including my really chapped lips :( )
my god, i love my computer so much now...<33 aah.
im rambling now, i should go.
i love you guyss.
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